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Alright, I admit that I'm a shitty blogger who doesn't bother updating her blog other than her tumblr one. It's been a long one. So, here's an update on my rather mundane life (not that I mind it, it's just not that interesting to read but whatevs)
I've officially finished year 2 of polytechnic as of yesterday. It was my last submission of the year and honestly, I have to admit that I did not put much of an effort like I would usually because I was already in the holiday mood. Work? What work? To celebrate the end of the academic year, I went out with a few of my poly friends for a karaoke session and let me tell you, it was fun yet tiring. Who knew that singing for 3 hours could tire you out?
I guess my lecturer was right when she told us that this semester was not as difficult as the one before. The previous one was a killer. This one was also tiring but it wasn't as bad. In my case because I did not have a meltdown– minor anxieties, yes but they weren't like a full blown panic attack. A lot of assignments were thrown at us after the term break and I thought it was impossible to finish them by their deadlines but I did. Moral of the story: Expect the worst but hope for the best, you never know what (or who– it could be even yourself) might surprise you.
Now, it's officially the holidays and I've things lined up– and I thought I would be lazing around at home doing nothing. Well, I don't know whether it's a good thing but because of school and its busy schedule, sometimes, I feel weird when I have nothing to do. It's a good but weird feeling. It's as if I have to be doing something. Something productive. If not, it just feels weird. Eh, I don't know.
Anyways, with year 3 coming round the corner, I'm a little scared– fuck, I'm very scared. I'm not looking forward to internship to be perfectly honest because of my commitment issues (I need to fix that soon). Not only that, it's a whole long list (Got a long list of issues, they tell you I'm insane). I got my choice of practicum which is Independent Study Project (ISP), I was happy when I got it but I feel scarred once again. Because I'm going to do this big project alone (hence the word 'independent'– duh) and I procrastinate a lot. And this, I can't really procrastinate that much or I'll be my own undoing. I'm planning to take some means to prevent myself from procrastinating too much. The future is a remarkable yet unpredictable place.
- Gloria
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